Physics education research, electronic materials, and the musings of Christopher Moore, Ph.D.

Ive had many things happen to me - objects moving, noises in the house, my animals freaking out when these noises accure, footsteps - i went to a tarot reader and asked her for advice on these things and got me to use a pen and paper to write a certain question down and i ended up in tears and feeling very light headed as i started writing something that wasnt me!!!Last year my bf(now husband) proposed to me at a look out - at night. This look out is semi remote and covers a very large area looking over the farm land/highways etc. We walked down a few stairs and sat on a rock - instantly i felt scared and felt the biggest need to return to the car and get out of there quick smart. As i started walking out of there (my husband followed) i felt so uncomfortable like someone wasnt happy at me and i felt even more scared (scared for my life) - as my husband then started worrying why i would walk off all of a sudden. Just before we got back to the car he stopped me in my tracks and asked "whats wrong?" I told him im uncomfortable and need to get into the car, i started getting very demanding as he wouldnt let me go to the car without telling him why i was freaking out. I ended up in tears pushing him away and went straight into the car, closing the door behind me . He walked off with the shits, i started calming down a bit but i still felt very scared and needed to get out of there. But i couldnt - my husband had the keys on him. Luckily he came back after a few minutes, opened my door and talked to me, asking me what was wrong - i told him the true " i have a very bad feeling, and we need to get out of here IM SCARED!". He then got me out and walked me to where i pushed him away and he hugged me - he said " do u feel safe?" i hessitated.....again he asked me - "do u feel safe" I then clicked, whatever this feeling is, it hasnt hurt me and it probably wont~! so i said  YES I FEEL SAFE!! then he started proposing.... Now nearly a year later im watching physic investigation and a physic experienced the same feelings as me and made me wonder if i am physic. I need advice - if im feeling and experiencing these things should u persue it? and start studying it? (being a physic)